Banyak sangat fikir

Its been a while. Yela, banyak sangat fikir. Sampai berterabur nk tulis apa.

Anyway, was in an exam once. had 2hours of time to finish it off. prepared liked shit and went in head high, hopes too. turned out it only took me approximately 40mins to finish all the questions and another 5-10mins to go through them again. that leaves me with just over an hour till time ends.

as i sat there contemplating whether i should go through the questions again or not, i glanced at the frozen clock and wished it would suddenly start ticking faster. Frantically flipping the pages, i was sure i must have missed a page or two. Were there any essay questions? oh i forgot, it was a SAQ format. So whats there was all there were. went straight to the cover sheet and read how many questions were inside. checked, and yeah, all covered. So i decided to check them again; third time.

But damn, the more you think, the more things start popping up in your head. A minute ago I was so sure about the answer but there i was, thinking about changing the answer. Why on earth did that happen? It wasn't the first time things like this happened. Questions were dead straigtforward. No twists, no traps, no nothing. Even the answers were a carbon copy from the lecture notes. But could the question meant something else thats related? Or was I going in too deep?

My mind must be playing tricks on me. Scrap it, I left the exam hall 1hour 3minutes early. First to leave. My point is, don't give it too much time. If it gets more than you need, doubt creeps in.

So don't get me thinking about it again please. Don't even give me the chance when i'm already sure.