Blind

Assalam

Blind. Yes, that how are towards things we don't know. The eye only sees thgs the brain knows. Its like not recognising a person at ceremonies bcos u dont know them, n when u finally do, ure amazed at how much ur paths hv crossd in the past.

Notts games is in a few hours n i cabt sleep. The mind records movements, position, postures, power, and emotion once u put that ball in the back of the net. Thats all we need now. Thats all i need now. To put all that experience into action. I hope i'm no longer blind.

Bismillah

Patience

Assalam

Right now, to me patience means:

Reading up endless journals trying to understand clot n lysis time n the effects of CVS risk factors towards fibrin(ogen) behaviour and the inhibitors of fibrinolysis and goin through turbidity-lysis assays for 11hrs altogether each day to find that you're not getting the desired results.

The million dollar question:

What went wrong?


1. There was no tPA to initiate lysis bcos i spilt them all.
2. The fibrin(ogen) were too resistant to lysis to the effect there was absolutely no changes at all in the turbidity-lysis curve.
3. Theres something wrong with the kinetic plate reader
4. Ive run out of ideas of what went wrong.


Adoi, sabar2. Ive put in another assay and Bismillah, i hope it happens this time. Too much time wasted on nothg for it not to produce anythg.