Banyak sangat fikir

Its been a while. Yela, banyak sangat fikir. Sampai berterabur nk tulis apa.

Anyway, was in an exam once. had 2hours of time to finish it off. prepared liked shit and went in head high, hopes too. turned out it only took me approximately 40mins to finish all the questions and another 5-10mins to go through them again. that leaves me with just over an hour till time ends.

as i sat there contemplating whether i should go through the questions again or not, i glanced at the frozen clock and wished it would suddenly start ticking faster. Frantically flipping the pages, i was sure i must have missed a page or two. Were there any essay questions? oh i forgot, it was a SAQ format. So whats there was all there were. went straight to the cover sheet and read how many questions were inside. checked, and yeah, all covered. So i decided to check them again; third time.

But damn, the more you think, the more things start popping up in your head. A minute ago I was so sure about the answer but there i was, thinking about changing the answer. Why on earth did that happen? It wasn't the first time things like this happened. Questions were dead straigtforward. No twists, no traps, no nothing. Even the answers were a carbon copy from the lecture notes. But could the question meant something else thats related? Or was I going in too deep?

My mind must be playing tricks on me. Scrap it, I left the exam hall 1hour 3minutes early. First to leave. My point is, don't give it too much time. If it gets more than you need, doubt creeps in.

So don't get me thinking about it again please. Don't even give me the chance when i'm already sure.

He's the man

Owen who?

I always wondered, why did he not return to liverpool after newcastle's exit from the premier league? Did he not want to return or wasn't he welcomed anymore?

being the master tactician and having an eye for class, fergie brought him to old trafford for free. some were sceptical about his presence there and said it was a gamble by the scotsman. but let me tell you this, form is temporary, class is permanent. Fergie tried to sign michael since he was 8years old but to no avail. now that he's able to do so, the wait has been worth every second.

Ok, i know it was a hatrick on a night that man u only needed a point. infact, man u needed none to appear top of the group, no matter if CSKA or Wolfsburg won. But this man michael was there to slot home the killer ball, time and time again like he's been doing so for the past decade. This man has lost his blistering pace, his featherweight figure and lightning reactions but let me tell you one thing he hasn's lost; his eye for goal. I used to think park ji sung was the man who was always at the right place at the right time to pick up on fumbled saves or rebounds. but this man doesnt need that, he creates goals from being there at the right place at the right time.

Him scoring a hat trick could not have been a big issue had he been someone else. but people, he is owen. his record puts him up there with the best. Ronaldo sweats his pants off with trickery and his dipping missile freekicks to get goals but this man roams the pitch like a man in a daze. he needs not squeeze and grind shoulders with defenders nor get tripped for 80mins of the match. he just finds the right space and slots home when least expected.

I see this could be a revival of owen's carreer. he's only 29 mind u, 30 in 5days time. we talk of him like he's 37 only because he's been in the game for so long yet being just as efficient from the first day he stepped on the pitch. they say he used to be so fast that a puddle won'e even ripple when he steps in it on the pitch. but this man has honed his mental sharpness and has proven to do him good. people try to come back from injury and find it hard as they also exhaust themselves mentally. but this man knows no end, at least not yet.

lets not make too big an issue of his hat trick but keep an eye out. he could be on the plane to south africa should his form continue to improve. i wish you all the best michael. to those whos been denying this man's ability, eat your words.

ps: owen's debut for man utd was against Malaysia's XI. keep an eye out for obertan too. he's starting to show the obertan we all saw on youtube.

Jiraiya The Gallant

In memory of Jiraiya the Gallant. The greatest toad sage, died to protect his loved ones and his apprentice. Stabbed to death by 5 demons.

(sbnrnye nk lyn lagu je. lu bg music ni play, lu panjat dok tepi tingkap, lu usha luar. kasi tangkap feel sket)

Alhamdulillah

Praise to Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful

Bila usaha ditambah doa dan tawakal, insyaAllah dipermudahkan urusan.

The hardest exam in all spot test breezed by alhamdulillah. Studynye mmg mcm nk pecah kepala. sape sangka otak, muka, bahu, lengan n tangan semua nk diperiksa skali harung. dgn Allen's test n Guyon canal entrapment n cubital tunnel entrapment pon dia suro demo skali. adoi..

ramai merungut study mcm nk mampus, tp byk x kuar. on the bright side, i've always preferred it that way. at least i know if the throw me any question, the answers are at my fingertips. kalo nk semua yg kita study tuh diperiksa, mesti ada exam 'menulis moore and dalley, crossman and neary, macleods clinical examination. tp alhamdulillah, tuhan dah permudahkan.

Masa exam, kadang2 tuh kita tatau the exact jawapan. tp dgn doa dan tawakal, tuhan bg kita ilham. ilham tuh bukanlah jawapan direct kepada soalan yg ditanya tapi Dia bg kita lorong-lorong dan idea-idea utk derive jwpn. dan alhamdulillah, we become so sure of what we derived until finally we come to a subconsious agreement that we have found the answer.

Now that the exam is over, bring on SSCs and whatever next. we'll face them all wif brave hearts and cling to our faith towards Allah SWT. Mudah-mudahan results semua elok-elok belaka. Ameen