the bigger agenda

i hope u'll one day see
what i do today is not for me
i cry, i hurt & i sacrifice
all for the bigger agenda in life

we laugh, we hug, we shout out loud
i hurt u till u feel worn out
moments we share together & apart
they will remain deep down in my heart

just be patient this time my dear
i've told u that throughout the year
i feel ashamed to tell u again
& i know that will cause u more pain

beauty & attitude remains undecided
i will soon choose and this to be ended
pray to god please enlighten my path
and free me from this evil wrath

hurt, torn, broken and thrashed
those tears dampen the embers to ashes
i plea for u to be strong & wait
the end will very soon prevail

the chains around my wrists so tight
i have to free myself in the coming night
im no longer gonna be imprisoned
its time for my heart to be listened to

if this is how fate wrote us to be
then lets hope its u & me