Random

I live in a world
Where all that matters to me is myself
I love myself before I love anyone else

I am surrounded by my faithfuls
The walls of my room
My obedient laptop

I make do with what I have
The clinibands create a whole gym for me
My speakers are my orchestra

I have expectations in things that never disappoint me
So far, time has never stopped
Nor have my duvet left me cold

I don't crave for other's attention
And I don't have the need to feel I belong
Because I have my faithfuls with me

I give my best in all I do
So that I don't look back in regret
If I don't get it, it's not meant to be

I was given the name Mukhlis
Meaning 'the sincere one'
And I am called by this name

A name is a doa
And alhamdulillah, I feel blessed
I truly want to be sincere

I have friends and they have me
They matter to me as they make me who I am
I cherish them

You are invisible to me
If all you put up is a facade
Of wanting me to notice your presence

I wear a lot of fake things
Because I can't afford originals
But I can never take fake friends

I'm a heartbreaker
And I apologise for my poor craftsmanship
I wasn't taught to be one, and experience is my only teacher

I need time to develop in this world
Physically, emotionally, psychologically, mentally, socially, spiritually
We all do, but some of us act like we're ready

I crap a lot
And its all about myself and my views
Sorry if I wasted your time