Bipolar

Ever heard of neurons? The three main types are uni polar, bipolar and multi polar. Thats as far as I know. Its an ingenius way to gate the transmission of impulses, action potentials and whatever else name there is.

Thats not my point though. Its all about personality. Have you ever had that period, moment, second or fraction in life that makes you feel you are trapped between two personalities? Ponder on that for a second and hold the answer in your head. If you haven't, either you are living your life the one and only way you want to or you just don't see the biggest room in the world, roon for improvement. If you have had these i'm-torn-between-two situations, you're as weak as I am.

I want to be the craziest person on earth, doing the craziest things you can ever think of. But I also want to be a wise person who acts when the situation summons. I want to go round being a man of his whim, do as I please and live life to its brim. But I also want to be a person who's devoted to God and my religion for the afterlife is the ultimate end. I want to taste all worldly pleasures, but I also want a secure place in heaven. I want to be top of my class but I also want to have a laid back uni life. I want to be better than Messi in football but I don't think I want to practice as much as he does. I also want to be a top flight surgeon that can beat Garry Kasparov and Deep Blue.

But, I can't. The only thing I can do is get my priorities right. Ya Allah, bestow upon me the strength to pursuit truth and righteousness and evade me from what displeases You. Ameen.